The reduction of Good Will

 Weightless are the eyes mirroring your true reflection. Only you cannot see it.  

That sense of an evolutionary property on the inside.  Only you cannot see it.

Something so far from being elementary (because we cheat to have found an easier way...) its only cause is self destructive. Only you cannot see it.

And measurement is the abduction of your logical state of mind.  A reduction of memory.

The awareness of thoughtless pastimes lost

 Image is the thought.

Expression is the emotion.

Response is the reaction.

The undercover life

 

I cry without such contempt, carrying my compass that would give me some purpose in Iife.

What does it mean to find meaning.... the truth in all things.  This wizardry of all words in any language and God's tongue.

That magical testing ground you are found on the path of a broken dreamland with a broken foot and black footprints 👣.

Where thoughts of mine are psychologically outdated.

Restoring your primitive rights only to extinguish the sparkling of stars tracing ancient worlds... forbidden thoughts less than desirable.

What if our primal instincts were subject to change. Reading useless material or listening to me talk all day as a hero of poetry.
A scent of the art in a perfume so fragrant it encapsulates the mind.

In this game of snakes and ladders....
Where I tell you if I care to know who you are and what you're about or if the rules should be followed, "I don't care."

Only because all certainty increase fear and holds onto the value of nothing. Taking away all false hope as lost.

The thinker

 

Fratboys and Sororities

 You can put a Hugo Boss suit on God but you can't take God out of the boy. Just a simple reminder of what it means to be true to yourself. No matter the alpha look God always knows.

Right of privilege

 I struggle with my weight and have been clinically depressed in my lifetime and for both of these things treated second class. I have found my personal journey throughout this time is not without recourse into action. We all have our own coping mechanisms and faith to win the battle.  I am obese. I rather be judged for it. Why? Because it shows how shallow people are on a sociological level pertaining to blaming the victim.

Now that Brendan Fraser has found peace with himself I am happy for him. 

However, I refuse to believe that as he specifically chose in acknowledging his credence as an actor, benefited because of what he describes the director inspired him by "showing him where to go." It is completely as irrational as stating "go to the light" where going there will somehow save you in the form of a miracle.

To rewind what I have been through it is a given we all have different circumstances from which limit us or prosper from.

It is a psychological implication on two equal parts.  One part: is Fraser's movie role may in fact inspire those struggling either with their mental health also tied together results to a person's obesity. The second part: that of the limitations in which we make our journey imperatively speaking is judgement free. 

As a person who has suffered from both obesity and obesity from depresssion all I can say that it is impossible defensively to react positively.  That is to say I detect the courage it takes on an angel which borders of being a defective human being with flaws.  Brendan Fraser does not characterize there are things beyond that measure and to me is a disservice. 

I refuse to imitate the glorification of obesity on the same superficial level Brendan Fraser champions.

The truth is I have met toothless counts of individuals in the amateur scene of movie 🎬 dreamers.  Not one has ever achieved the kind of faith required to be a true hero without defects.

Months ago... I asked here on Facebook what is acting.

Not one person has come across with an answer. Fast forward...

The secret to acting is in your faith. Not faith in yourself or the kind of faith that you read from.  You learn to develop your conscious framework as an individual who may be caring, compassionate and brave enough to put yourself out there in the parameters of faith governing your actions. Your faith in action. Action to your awareness of how you treat others as in others. In truth you never stop your searching. 

Brendan Fraser has your attention but has he ever earned your faith by design. In that sense he has now been revered as a symbol of obesity and depression by design into a film 🎥 spectacle. Ask yourself is that true faith in something. It is a mere speck of dust In a much much smaller world of what really means Depression or Obsity in full body Armour.  

I have come across plenty of shit mongering misfits as per my interpretation. I am resigning to the fact that Brendan Fraser acted a good story because it's been manipulated. It doesn't mean everything in everything.

Depression is such a personal thing to overcome. Obesity you register as second class.

Cactus & Fossil

 True meaning in the invention of sin. Its truth. Its definition. Its cause. The inner working of faith.

2 Corinthians 5:21

“For God made Christ, who never sinned, to be the offering for our sin, so that we could be made right with God through Christ. . ”

Syncretism in the causal nature of inference

 

Without fear there is no bravery.
How does one express themselves like that
Not if in every moment. MA2023 

If you think out, feel out each repetitive thought-feeling and complete it as far as you can, you will find that it ceases to return. For, in understanding there is freedom. J. Krishnamurti


The categorical imperative: commitment to ambiguity of discharge (by: Marco Almeida)

There are rules set for causing categorical dysfunction when looking at future events in real time either which error can occur or what history calls subjective human nature.  That which laws of logic will together dictate reality and historically broaden the spectrum of speculation into one-dimensional formless bond. Such is why words cannot describe what is natural to the humam condition because of recurring mutations in social science as language reveals it to us.  That to us such traceable evidence of thought equals the same dimension from which it can never revert back to its original specifiable function.  This is indisputably how human nature toward all fallacy occur (if in error or not) in plot.  Ambiguity is this cause. From which all good things come.  History through the measure of this dimensional instruction that enters the course in reasoning shall then infer the inner functions of meaningful answers to questions being asked under the observers discretion.

There comes a time when the truth not only sets you free but it becomes you.

"… it is not possible ever to understand the totality of living, which includes all the fragments, from a fragmentary or peripheral outlook. You have to see the whole picture, … and in seeing the whole picture, you will then able to answer the particular, the personal issues, problems, and so on.”
J. Krishnamurti 

Large are Victory of the heart; smaller are the mysteries than to equal

 1 Samuel 16:7

“But the Lord said to Samuel, “Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.”

Right thinking comes with self-knowledge. Without understanding yourself, you have no basis for thought. – Jiddu Krishnamurti

You are the center of the whole, and without understanding yourself you cannot understand reality.

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Let me be judged. I feel I'm the best example of an archetype with a heart big enough to fill. If I am judged for that it is because more often than not I'll be resented for it - without really being known for the person it makes me. MA2023

I am not sure as to why I feel this way other than answering it truthfully speaking. I've been categorizing my words appealing to what asks: does having a good heart not dictate being relevant in society. I am unclear as to what defines having a big heart. I just feel I have one. That also doesn't mean having a big heart is always meant to be catered to. On the contrary... I've always felt I possess a big heart as.a part of who I am. As I have grown or changed via evolution throughout my life... I feel it has been constant. What has equally been as constant is the relationships I've made over a span of time where I've either been taken for granted. If I fast forward into my history, today feels much much different. It feels like my equals that I depended on are no longer here nor there.

I also think if people started benefitting from assessing their personal space... a  place of mindful character inhibitions... rather than seek what makes them reputable on a superficial level.  That is where you feel bigger and not make-believable fairy tale fiction. Fairy tales in a manner that you or someone you may know are in a constant battle with the ego searching for what is untrue like a chicken with their head cut-off. They're the types that can never be satisfied. The alpha lifestyle that borders on an endless supply they have short fuse for everything.

Making oneself usefully relevant

 @bigcanadiano: #femalelies I am not really a slut, if you wait for it I will explain everything. > I love it how people in general fail to realize females have become equally as sexist than are their male counterparts, it has become prevalent in society, norms associated through such stereotypes - in which the lines have been blurred.  Feminist ideology as such, has become rather typical of its power struggle.

@bigcanadiano: The whole point behind finding out who is what from what is to distinguish yourself as something you know others cannot appreciate.

@bigcanadiano: Nihilists are fucking hilarious especially because most fail at it secondly because they are unaware. It is an unconscious perverse reality.

@bigcanadiano: You cannot abandon an entire spectrum of laws but you can always abate them.

@bigcanadiano: The principle of charity is a belonging to embark on an existential lifestyle. The nihilist precedes this notion and becomes territorial.

@bigcanadiano: And nihilists hate existentialists because existentialists wage a war of sacrifice. Nihilists practice escapism and participate in that.

@bigcanadiano: If you are a conservative ad hoc republican in this day and age you are brain washed and are the ultimate nihilists.