narsty.

I am seriously disappointed in every aspect of this site. All I can say is I make honest attempts at reaching out and deserve far better than what I've experienced on this site thus far.

If you qualify as in having an unadulterated though not impartial attitude, can relate with some interest in good taste, have high standards of human value, and can resist the urge to self-destruct than I'm your man.

I classify as a sophisticated individual, with a no non-sense approach to life. (I've evolved in this way, not that it means anything it shouldn't.)

I have a lust for life - although just saying that doesn't stand by itself. My reason being I know I've yet to capitalize on it. I simply haven't found that lust in finding what it might be like. It's there buried inside of me like a treasure lost.

Maybe I'm naive enough to think this place has something here. I needed to look. For those of you that received my first contact would know what I've written here to some extent. Maybe being naive with a lust of the unknown really does have a place over the internet - I prove. (It's taken me only a month to fill out this portion.)

disclaimer: any person on this site that does not have interest in me should let me know without indiscretion. I ask that you politely send a message stating you refuse to speak with me by writing, "Please, do not message me." Then, I can block you from that. When you give me signals of viewing my profile over a consecutive amount of times, it tells me you are in fact doing what this board was invented for. If you are doing anything other than that, I accuse you of being an intentional hypocrite. Grow up.

I can't believe I had to do this^. However, if you think this is punitive of my character/demeanor then ask yourself, "Do I use this site as a vehicle simply to ride on it anonymously so I don't have to feel bad." Believe you me, I am not a stupid individual. I can promise you that. Confusing? Point is: I am not going to give you the power to simply be told, "I don't like you." Only to save you from wearing a poopie-face.

Secondly, allow me to clarify that at the age of 31, I need what a 31 year old needs. My age doesn't neglect the necessary value of vulnerability, or sensitivity that empathy creates. (The opposite of this is shallowness.) Being 31 has made me far stronger, in fact, more aware of who to judge. It doesn't reflect my ability either, when it comes to being confident of my sexuality. I am not on here looking for sex. (Again I say poo-poo kaka.)

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RE:i'm not going to say much. My feeling is that no matter how rough around the edges, I need to be honest with myself. That makes for a fairly wasted human being. I just keep trying to push whatever that is away, rather than dealing with it. I suppose the trouble is in the way I look at myself, yet I see room that demands improvment. I feel like what I'm describing to you, is getting to know myself better, without really having something to show for it (which indicates a problem) I would think there is a lot missing. Therefore, I'm not going to abdicate from myself, what I do not have. I can just communicate this for no other purpose than to benefit. I guess my main objective here is to let you know something, with the intention of not sharing the real me. I believe it's better that you know this, then I not let it out in the open.

So anyhow, it's good this place is anonymous, and I feel I can let another person feel they know what's honest out there for no better reason than there is value.

I wish there was more I can say about myself at this stage, but there it is. No games. Just my beliefs (re; mer) for what it's worth reading. I wish I could say I know how important some decisions are in life, those bridges one comes across, but let's just say I'm pretty quiet. Not until I change that anyway.

I guess you didn't have to ask. Which is why I've call you a smart girl.

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I can tell that you've done some soul searching, and I hope that it's not on account of me. I want you to be the best person you can be for yourself, not for anyone else. If you woke up this morning sad, you better ****ing change it!!! Life is too short to be sleeping in your parents basement. I think that if you set goals for yourself, you can achieve them!

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I want this to be a fair - thoughtful as a response as you truly offered to me. I can only thank you for not judging me, (not that you would) but I think of it as a compliment about you. I do connect with it considerately.
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well - this is about giving credit where credit is due, just not in my case. If I can live with saying that, then there's hope for the future. However, as an exception to my rule - for sure you are a nice looking person. That is all I know from what I've done thus far - nothing less.



Thank you for the compliment.