Failure from fear

 I work as an avantgarde.  Not to be recognized.  Therefore, my aim is  to look for gratification in the validation others. We all do this in the opposite way. When you practice how to work at a subconscious level on an awareness that is anonymous, as a narrator.  That takes genius.

All artists want is validation.  My point is that none of what artists fail at - they serve in place of their fear of failure - unless they fake away from it. In fact, the Hollywood stereotypes have desensitized.  (I will explain this.)

The medium = (self expression in art), is the message = (validation).  

I find myself being attune to nature. In what I say and in finding myself based on that premise.

This^ all may seem intuitively common - but I set myself further off in a distance before anything you read here ends.  What you base this on is what interferes with me as your audience.  This also means YOUR aims are superficial until - what your audience reads is the opposite of what you have intended.  

As an artist I set boundaries.  I act on everything at an unconscious level.  Superficial artists pretend to have broken rules.  Like they are something brave.  But they get caught. 

What we fail to subscribe to as human is shallow.  Not fragile.  We chase our tails until we fail at realizing it's a circle of choices we make that the circumference adjusts as we go.  

I am fairly certain about what I say here (the words herein carry) even if you read this puzzled.  The truth is I don't care what anyone thinks of me.  And that's what you fail at putting in perspective.  Most artists in the game think they know stereotype, only pretend they don't have ulterior motives.  If you are trying to create or employ a vision to an environment by the way you speak of it.  You are lying to yourself.  Only true revolutionaries know how to articulate themselves without injuring others. And that's where today's day and age fails us.  

Being an artist in today's day and age of "monster influencers"  (social alpha types) ~ matters only if they falsely think they have something to offer no better than what they think is necessary to a cause. There are plenty of those stereotypes.  Not unless I possess a counter revolutionary personality at a totally honest level - I refuse to be purged upon.

- Marco