October 3, 2012 ·

 True conviction is living life without unjust (a) defense mechanisms (b) unilateral suffering (c) selfish struggle.

A-B-C relate to, is how that one person imagines their above everyone else atop the totem pole; then to return its favor as though you are aware supposedly. If they were talking about themselves in the mirror it would go something like this,

- Oh look at the time - I am much more aware than you are.

- I am.

- Yes, I am.

- Are you aware that you are talking to yourself.

- You mean there is no one there to talk to, then yes, I am aware of only myself in this conversation.

- So if you are careful - more so careful than others - you could say everything you want without having to think.

- This is very clever of me.

- I would like to ask you a favor.

- Anything.

- Could you please tell me.

- Tell me what.

- I almost forgot I am only talking to myself.

- Then how do we know what we are doing.

- I do not know.

- You mean to tell me you do not know how I got this far without knowing.

- Something like that.

The only part that is self-aware, is the selfish - selfish self. The external world MUST rely on their own inhibitions alone. It is a cheaters way of splitting a pie into uneven pieces.

People are guilty of using the art of deception as a very convincing thing; it compromises the true power of conviction into something much much worse as an alibi. Deceptive is just another persons decorative manner in debilitating the others best interests.

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People use this as they are in positions of authority all the time.^ It is a fraudulent task, which give them the upper hand as though at will. The best defense against it, is the mind.

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"Look - look at me, I have such a higher tolerance for you then most people would, do not test my pain threshold, or you will suffer."🍁🍁

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I am of the opinion people that contradict everything I have ever stood up to, do so, because they have set double standards in place of my own ubiquity. I am speaking of humility as a form of trust in me as a person; people impose their will onto a weaker version of myself (i.e. exploitation). They have selective memory when it comes to the games they play, as hollow victories in the course of their history, so innately - that they convince themselves otherwise.