Thursday, December 21, 2023

 December 13th 2023


My impenetrable peace

Is life all about getting what you want 

In breaking that vow.... or - or

Will bliss be denied?

It is in this sense,

I trace my steps.

Back to a time where nothing makes sense.


MA2023

 

Illogical mathematical formulas advertising my mental flow. 

This is how I draw. 

This is how I exhibit myself further than meets the eye.  This is how I think. Abstract lines. Geometric patters trying to magnify, in my thoughtful alignment of words.


Learning how to think is...

To test the measure of an effect.

To feel an allowance.

To free the unconscious.


The shelter of my sorrowed mind.

I know very little about a great deal of things.

To test this has very little impact on the nature of my being.

This space between my mind.


I am not favoring guilt.

You know.

That vibrational sense of what you must be feeling any given moment.

My growing culpability.... it keeps growing

And growing.

Into the kind of a monster. 


But not the type you strangely would associate with your mother.  Like some form of  psychological impairment.


It is more like the Moral aptitude of a coward who is never on time for love.  And still sees the sunlight.


Being boring is a trait or characterisation into something undesirable. 

Wild nightmares...

That in the universe is built upon... a heavy heavy unpredictability into what causes you to deserve and not deserving of.


What does that look like.

Does your face tell the untold story.

How might it unravel!?


Something like an uncalculated dose of fear into the brains neural pathways... interfering with the happiness you seek.


And maybe just maybe she'll be waiting for me.

Another time.

Another day.


How will I know it ends.

Sunday, December 10, 2023

Gaza

 Question(s). Pertaining to my Roman Catholic faith what does this historically represent as a subject matter. In the context of what is presently happening in Gaza as an impromptu warzone for legal unilateral genocide.


Am I a killer. Not true. Are we murderers. Again, not true.


But against all odds does history show that the Roman Catholic religion has killed in the name of power.


I am thinking this much is true.


That since the accolades before the christ child and after the Roman Catholic empire has killed in the name of power. But the record shows... this is 1- in ancient Renaissance whereon the Roman empire which ...

2- in solidarity toward recycling its own sovereignty, killed in the name of power. 

Emperors. Emperor kings were bound by the division of power and as acting as generals were certified death warrants in the name of that power. This assertion of such is a documented fact.


Fast forward to the Judiciary which stands in the name of Israel, Palestine and Judea. All of this encompassing a region which illustrates its own authority and position of power. If we compare this to how Romans attributed its power struggle, which the Roman Catholic religion derives its name. Let's leap frog. Calling this an insurrection of Palestine 🇵🇸 its people and an even poorer lost version of how they historically have been purged upon. Make no mistake. This war in what is it now? 2023A.D.!! 


This war itself is parallel to an inquisition of Palestine.


This being a copy cat aversion of Israel 🇮🇱 to what historically points to kill for power.  In this case it is an authority or power to kill innocent people.


Compared to what Hamas initiated on October 7th 2023. Was an improper declaration for war. Good people are not into terrorist ideology. It's that simple.


In conclusion further to this analysis is into making a two headed coin type of an argument based on religious connotation. This war is simply wrong. Don't turn a blind eye to it today. What is happening in Gaza is peanuts compared to terrorist activity. It is a complete infanticide.  


I come from Roman Catholic propriety and am a proud man born and raised in Canada of Portuguese decent.


Portugal is a pro Palestinian state solution.


Netanyahu is a war criminal.


Do not be fooled by following terrosits agendas training your mind to think as white powered Nationalists. Unlearn it. Start thinking.