excellent

RE:i'm not going to say much. My feeling is that no matter how rough around the edges, I need to be honest with myself. That makes for a fairly wasted human being. I just keep trying to push whatever that is away, rather than dealing with it. I suppose the trouble is in the way I look at myself, yet I see room that demands improvment. I feel like what I'm describing to you, is getting to know myself better, without really having something to show for it (which indicates a problem) I would think there is a lot missing. Therefore, I'm not going to abdicate from myself, what I do not have. I can just communicate this for no other purpose than to benefit. I guess my main objective here is to let you know something, with the intention of not sharing the real me. I believe it's better that you know this, then I not let it out in the open.

So anyhow, it's good this place is anonymous, and I feel I can let another person feel they know what's honest out there for no better reason than there is value.

I wish there was more I can say about myself at this stage, but there it is. No games. Just my beliefs (re; mer) for what it's worth reading. I wish I could say I know how important some decisions are in life, those bridges one comes across, but let's just say I'm pretty quiet. Not until I change that anyway.

I guess you didn't have to ask. Which is why I've call you a smart girl.

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I can tell that you've done some soul searching, and I hope that it's not on account of me. I want you to be the best person you can be for yourself, not for anyone else. If you woke up this morning sad, you better ****ing change it!!! Life is too short to be sleeping in your parents basement. I think that if you set goals for yourself, you can achieve them!

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I want this to be a fair - thoughtful as a response as you truly offered to me. I can only thank you for not judging me, (not that you would) but I think of it as a compliment about you. I do connect with it considerately.
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well - this is about giving credit where credit is due, just not in my case. If I can live with saying that, then there's hope for the future. However, as an exception to my rule - for sure you are a nice looking person. That is all I know from what I've done thus far - nothing less.



Thank you for the compliment.